Thursday, November 24, 2011

Do you feel special?



Recently, I've been doing lots of youtubing, watching videos on youtube and I stumbled upon her site. I totally love her style, fashion sense, and all her beauty tips that she give. In any case that you are wondering, here's the link: ღ http://www.youtube.com/user/bubzbeauty ღ I somehow picked up tips along the way on how I take care of my face. She was also one of reasons why I decided to start buying cleanser and toner and start taking care of my face. One of her recent videos really make me think deep, deep down. All of us do feel insecure at times, sometimes i do sit down and think to myself why am I so short? Do I look like a kid in other people's eyes? When I see other pretty girls down the street I will look at them and think to myself, wow why can't I be like them? Then at times i would just sit down and think about my relationship with my dear boy. I would sit down and think, am I pretty enough for him? Does he secretly admire other girls? Then after watching her video, I reflected on what I thought about myself. Everyone is indeed special in their own ways, unique I would say. God made everyone special. Each and everyone of us have special abilities, its just a matter of fact if we see it or not. Some of us might be better in stuff while others may not. Yes, I myself have many flaws. I am never good at socializing with people, failed friendships, I suck at studies and etc.. But this should never make you feel like a worthless person. Even up till now, I still suck at my flaws though I tried really hard changing them. However one should always look at the bright side of things. When one door closes another one opens for you. Haha, I know today's post is really long but i'm just pouring out my feelings on how I felt and get over stuff like that through her videos. Alright, i am ending my post here for today. ☺