" I hope that you're you doing alot better now w/o me. I guess im not needed anymore , i miss all those crazy little moments we had. Right now friend i'm nothing but a stranger to you , hopefully those friends you have there brought you happiness and laughter. Being over there makes no difference , i just feel so invisible. I know this shouldn't be my excuse for not going for services , it ain't right. I'm just afraid of facing th truth , tht im not needed anymore. " Syf's coming soon , another few more intensive trainings till th actual training. Let's all jiayous tgt! Dont give up , i'm sure we can do it ! Nothing but GET A GOLD for syf's is in my head now. Okay , lately just busy w schoolwork , tests and dance practices. Monday , i just hope to ace my maths inequalities test. I better get a pass unless i want to get a phone call for my parents from Mrs yeo. /: When tht happens , she'll spill th beans and i'll be in hothothot soup! Doing proj w classmates tomorrow.