" Fail , i just keep failing. Now matter how hard i try or push myself , nothing's working. I 'm rly sick of all this trying so hard yet my result all i get is nothing near my expectation. I dont wanna disappoint ppl again , who had so much expectation of me. But , when i saw my geog marks today , i just felt so discouraged. Feeling like a failure noww , sucky feeling. My mood recently just feels like a exploding time bomb. Get me out of this mess noww. Imagine yourself trying so hard yet all you get is nothing. I lack resilience and determination in me. "I screwed up my chemistry test. Okayy , i had enough for today. I dont why , i just got so upset on seeing my geog marks. This feeling really sucks , sick of this life. Broke down today , thanks baby for being there for me to lend a shoulder. (hearts) I 'm just really tired , i needa a break from all these. Sorry to whoever i threw temper at , esp baby. I didnt mean to rly , cause of me being so fucked up these days we get into fights. I need to get hold of myself now , stop being so emotional in everyt and strive harder.
