Well I wish time could just all rewind.. I'm not some magician who can rewind everything altogether. Those days where we were happy , laughing and smiling.. those are wonderful memories of mine. Where no one , no one can steal it away from me. Until now no one can. Now i've to tell myself to move on. Do you know how hard it is ? Cause i cant waste anymore of my time waiting. Its seriously very painful , gruelling && wadever u call it. The messages you left there , dangling in the air.. My heartache like it has lost something. Very important. For now i can take painkillers. But what if things get worse ?I'll still have to bear.. the pain. Maybe things had alrdy gone very wrong just that i didnt notice? Maybe things had to end this way. I'm sorry but i have to move on.
Samantha
