Its 3 plus more weeks till the school holidays are over, just 3 plus more weeks till i'm free. May time fly for me. Its just killing me to be stuck at home the whole day other than heading out of the house for tuition. Yeah, and i miss my boy like mad. I just wish that i could be more than an irritant in your life. Normally a guy would like it if a girl takes some initiative in the relationship rather than the guy taking the initiative i have been giving you random calls to see if everything is okay and also the other reason is because i really miss you. I doubt this calling and taking initiative thing is going to work anymore. Cause everything when i phone you, i just get a ' Hello, whaaaat?' Like you know 'What on earth do you want from me now' kind of respond. I mearly just wanted to have a chat. I know that you have your own stuff, you are very busy, you need your gaming life and all. I just hope that you could at least be appreciative of me doing such stuff. At least respond to me by asking how was my day and such stuff like that to keep the convo going for awhile. Instead of giving me short and curt replies. Or have I become a boring person to you? I don't know what's wrong with me doubting myself on such stuff but yeah i am beginning to feel that it would be better for you if i stop doing such stuff. I am just hoping one day to just receive a call from you saying 'Hey, i really miss you darling, how things going on?' Or prolly i'm just wishful thinking on my part. I really don't ask for much, just little stuff like this. I wish you could appreciate it more.
