" Its this time of the month again where things start to get really fucked up again. Nothing seems to be going right and things are starting to get worse. I guess its also called growing up time. Where I will fall, tumble, and eventually get out of this situation. I hope that i'll be able to stay strong till the end. As much as it hurts me I feel that at this point of time right now I can't really confide in you anymore. Communication between us doesn't seem to bring across the picture to each other. Hurling all those hurtful words at me, you don't know a shit yet all you think about is your egoistic ego. Since you hate this side of me that much, fine. I'll give you want you want but don't you dare complain about the change in me. Cause this is what you wanted and I can't be perfect. You can't have the best of both worlds. I am trying so hard yet you refused to acknowledge it. "
