Walls tumbling down

I've to give up things that i love to do, and the people i love to get the goal that i've to achieve. All this things, is just making me really unhappy inside. I miss dancing, I miss mqhx, I miss tallie and I miss sissy! The whole lot of you, i rly miss all of you. I felt that i've missed out alot, the whole holidays i've not even met a single one of you. I've to stop dancing for awhile and use the time for dance on tuition.. and I cant perform. Wtf is this? This is the kind of situation i've to face now. This isnt what i wanted. Well, you should say i was being forced into this. This month isnt going really well for me.