Just one more paper to go! ONE.MORE.PAPER. But I dont already have the mood to study for it. I cant wait my last paper on monday to be freaking over, after that goanna have a good lunch w love to celebrate! :D Tomorrow, finally returning to the place where my heart always should be, and i'll be seeing my tallie! I'm going to open up and let God in once again, i've been missing out too many church services. Avoiding, running and hiding, i'm exhausted alrdy. I'm just goanna face it and let reality hit me at its hardest. I'll try to clear up all the mess that i've made. All this talk and saying of mine yes it might be cheap but i'll try my best to change. Been feeling so numb recently, that i pushed away all those who cared for me the most. To those who cared and showed so much love and concern for me i'm sorry.
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Time to open up and let reality take over
Just one more paper to go! ONE.MORE.PAPER. But I dont already have the mood to study for it. I cant wait my last paper on monday to be freaking over, after that goanna have a good lunch w love to celebrate! :D Tomorrow, finally returning to the place where my heart always should be, and i'll be seeing my tallie! I'm going to open up and let God in once again, i've been missing out too many church services. Avoiding, running and hiding, i'm exhausted alrdy. I'm just goanna face it and let reality hit me at its hardest. I'll try to clear up all the mess that i've made. All this talk and saying of mine yes it might be cheap but i'll try my best to change. Been feeling so numb recently, that i pushed away all those who cared for me the most. To those who cared and showed so much love and concern for me i'm sorry.
