
Memories came back , flashbacks , fear , anger , everyt. Somewhat i just felt insecure , mayb i was thinking too much. At some point of time i really wish that i could just vanish from this earth , reality's just too harsh for me to handle. I feel like im such a weakling , i mustnt let words bring me down. Mayb i'm just trying too hard to make up for my flaws. I'm sorry but i'm not born to be perfect. I cant please everyone of you , i'm just a normal human being. A being who has feelings for everyt , just that i dont show it out doesnt mean that i'm alright.